Monday, 4 May 2009

Buses


I have been taking a lot of buses lately not having a car and all that.

I wish I could say it's been a great experience but frankly- most people smell and are really dirty and rude - or so it seems in North London.

However - one upside I hadn't imagined was their potential for meeting men.

So far I've had a bus driver give me his name and mobile - he was rather cute actually - Anthony...

I've been asked out by a very insistent immigrant from Pakistan who insisted coffee or tea was good too if I really didn't want to have a drink with him.

Then there was the older man outside the hospital and a boy who looked like he was a sixth former.

Obviously I smile and say thanks, no thanks but what was that about men and buses?

Thursday, 23 April 2009

Home alone

It's always great to have the house to oneself. One of the joys is walking around naked.

Which always feels liberating until you realise that you neighbour hasn't left for work yet and is staring at you having his coffee.

Mortifying.

Thursday, 16 April 2009

Fishy stuff ...



This is one of mine.

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Randomness of life


I was on the underground a couple of days ago and out of the blue the most exquisite classical music floated past me.

Bach

Mozart

I think there was some Rachmaninov too.

I looked across and there was a middle aged man in threadbare clothes playing an electric violin.

It was shiny and hard, glinting in the light and it looked cared for and bright - unlike its owner.

Everyone was silent, quiet, spellbound.

Even those with Ipods on took them off and listened. It was if a magician had cast his spell over all of us.

He carried on with piece after piece. I closed my eyes and imagined I was at a concert at the Wigmore Hall.

Sensational.

I then caught his eye and he smiled. I said thank you and smiled back.

When he stopped - he looked around the train and said in impeccable Queen's English with a general lilt:

"If you feel you'd like to support me and there is absolutely no obligation, feel free to donate - my job was....credit crunched..".

I felt the tears well up inside and fumbled around for some money. It felt insulting. I decided it was like paying for a concert - so I gave him ten pounds.

He looked startled. He stopped. He said - "Thank you, thank you so much - you have no idea how this will help me this week."

I felt embarrassed.

How quickly do we spend ten pounds?

I replied -"It's ok, really - we all go through hard times.."

The way he was spreading joy and inspiration through his gift without a trace of bitterness was even more special than his music.

Tuesday, 7 April 2009

Spring has sprung


Look at the cutie baby lambs in Wales!

Green porn?

Too funny...

Isabella Rossellini explores the wonder of compatible vaginas and penises.

Monday, 30 March 2009

Hibernation

I feel spring is finally sprung and can start coming out of my mental and physical hibernation.

Things still precarious - the credit crunch gets worse daily and depression soars - but at least the sun is shining more now.

I have been busy despite my lack of posts. Had lots of work deadlines too.

Two highlights - going to see Avenue Q, going to a Scottish Reel.

(That's a Scottish dance with loads of people charging around the room in organised chaos twirling each other around and hopping opposite each other like pixies on speed.)

What else?

Writing, working, socialising, yoga, visitors, the usual...

x

Thursday, 19 February 2009